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Created on 2009-04-06 08:31:42 (#19395659), last updated 2009-04-12

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Name:	ambin0
Birthdate:	08-15
Location:	Springfield, Illinois, United States

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I am a daughter. a sister. a grand-daughter. a niece.a cousin. a friend. a best friend.a young girl & a grown woman. i am confident,scared,terrified and excited. i am loving, caring, thoughtful, and hopeful. i am shy and friendly and careful and careless. i am broken and whole. i am mis understood, misguided, and mislead. i am hard working and determined,but a little scared on the inside.

i wish on stars and dream my dreams. i pray to God and cry my tears. i smile on the outside while sometimes im dying on the inside. i listen to others who wont always listen to me. i walk on eggshells and i walk on fire. i believe in passion. im not a perfect girl. my hair doesnt always stay in place. I spill things alot. Im pretty clumsy

I am everything you think i am and everything you think im not. My life is simple yet complicated .I wouldnt change anything in my life. If I change one thing i change it all Im younger and older than you. first impressions are everything. I dont like when people pretend they know me. Chances are, you dont. Id rather be in front of the camera rather than behind it most of the time.No lie, im scared of the dark. I hate spiders. I refuse any confrontation. Im to simple for that. I get nervous really easy. I always have butterflies in my tummy. Im deathly afraid of failing in life. I belive that dreams do come true and true love really exists. Im a hopeless romantic. I WILL wear flip flops year round'. My MOM is my best friend.

I was born with the name Amber Ruth.I am called my full name, even when Im not in trouble.I am 20 years YOUNG.I was born on August 15th,1988 at 1:34pm.Im a EAST SIDE alum :]. My besties name is Square. We share the same name,and we think its absoulutely fabulous ! I am extremely opinionated, and trust me you will eventually know that. Pink, Green & Orange are my faveee colors ! I love hot summer rain storms !.I love to laugh. My theory is only boring people get bored. I will talk to just about anybody thats willing to listen to me.I drive a Honda Accord. Its pretty amazing. I sing and dance while I drive. Starbucks is amazing early in the morning..Actually..starbucks is amazing at any point during the day(carmel machiatto!).

My family is amazing. I have the most amazing neice. Her name is Lauren Alyssa, and shes pretty much the cutest thing alive :]. I have two older brothers.Therefore im the baby.. I couldnt live without my momma. I really do call her like 10 times a day. My friends make my life fun and exciting.I may only be able to count them all on one hand,but the ones i can count are the ones that i would die for. I still watch disney movies & i love it. dont hate. I text way to much for my own good. Its ridiculous really. I love singing, even though I suck. ha. I love to turn my raido up really loud and open all the windows in the car. Im slowly warming up to change. I was married when I was 18 and was divorced on April 1st,2008. I was 19. Lets move on, thanks. (aka that means dont plan on asking me about it).

i've come so far from where i was, and ive learned that you can't give up hope just because it seems hopeless. you just have to hope even more, and you never know where you'll end up. The things I have experienced in the past 20 years, or even in the past 2 years have made me such a better, stronger, more confident person. I can walk with my head held high. Knowing that the decisions I have made, will help me succeed in the future. I still have a lot to learn, and a lot to see. I dont think you can ever be truly happy in life unless you've a)learned to love yourself and b) learned to be happy with what you have in life. Ive learned to quit dwelling on the past. Theres a reason nothing in it made it to your future. Everything happens for a reason I think, and sometimes, no matter how hard it may be to accept that, sometimes...we just have no other choice. I owe everything I have to the big man upstairs. without him in my life I wouldnt be nearly as strong and blessed as I am.

Brandon Joseph ♥...;

Thank you for being..you. Thank you for all of your patience. Thank you for all of your understanding, and your listening.Thank you for knowing exactly what to say at exactly the right time. Thank you for knowing how to put this smile back on my face.Thank you for wanting me to follow my dreams, and supporting me in them. Thank you for knowing{and understanding} that im going to have bad days.Thank you..for showing me that I can let somebody else into my heart. and into my life.I can't even begin to tell you how much you mean to me. I never thought that I would have these little butterflies in my stomache again. I never thought that I would find somebody that I can always count on. Day or Night. You have the ability to make me smile when im sitting here crying. You have the ability to make any day, so much better by just listening to me. I feel so lucky to have you in my life. I feel so lucky to be able to share special moments with you. I feel so lucky to be able to wake up in the morning and know that my life is amazing, and your in it.

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